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The Dreamer

by Neha

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1.
The Dreamer 05:04
she was a dreamer that girl could dream ponies and rainbows, anything goes she was a dreamer that girl could reach for the stars and heavens, she was a dreamer she was a dreamer that girl could dream mermaids and starfish, imagined wildly she was a dreamer that girl could be all that she wanted all that she dreamed dreamer by nature dreamer of hope dreamer by faith dreamer of life she was a dreamer that girl could see beyond the life that should to life that could all told her to get real life doesn't work in dreams but she still believed she always was a dreamer
2.
Whole 05:11
noise in my head, the constant scream of thought pounding, pounding incessantly but once upon a time I felt true serenity I long to go back to that bliss where waves, they spray, cool on my face salty sea right up my nose here’s where I’m most alive right here, on sandy shores is where I feel the most at peace with my world and my thoughts become hushed and I hear for the first time in years the lapping of the sea murmur of the breeze rustling of the leaves buzzing of the bees and I’m reminded of all the beauty that is life that is life and for a moment even so brief i feel whole again thoughts abound indelible and oh so shrill blurring fact from fiction, in my mind freedom lies in true simplicity eyes squeezed tight, I dream to be on sand, so soft, it slips through my toes caked and cracked on the bottom of my soles here’s where I’m most myself right here, out by that sea is where I feel the most at peace with my world and bad thoughts become faint and I feel for the first time in years the saltiness of the sea dewiness of the breeze summering of the leaves sweetness of the bees and I’m reminded of all the beauty that is life that is life and for a moment even so brief i feel whole again
3.
I met a french man on the champs-elysées he promised to take me to Bordeaux in may and there on the blue lagoon we’d peek up to the stars and sip sweet wine, just as I dreamed I met a french man on the champs-elysées he promised to take me to the beach in Marseille and there on the pearl white sand we’d lay out so carefree and bask in the sun, the bold french sun zigzagging through the charming streets hand clasped in hand, we would walk along through quant cafes, cobblestone lanes this is just how love must be I met a french man on the champs-elysées he promised we’d explore paris on sunday and as dusk would paint the sky in auburn, crimson golds I would marvel at the city, so grand zigzagging through the charming streets hand clasped in hand, we would walk along through quant cafes, cobblestone lanes this is just how love must be I met a french man on the champs-elysées The eiffel tower would be ours on that last day And at the very top, under the sheen of the moonglow He would whisper so sweet, je t'aime toujours
4.
some days not so long ago jane dreamt in shades of grey bright blues and golds were not seen and life was about all the things that she could not do could not believe she could do thoughts steeped in monochrome an old silent film fading away the pastels that nudged her smile oh to be dreaming in indigo where purples are vibrant, so loud, so deep dreaming in indigo now peaceful she’d sleep back then there she sat alone stared at the wall above pale whites were all she could see and life cast a cold and harsh shadow atop her smile colors were mute all around slowly there her light a dullness of faith whirling kaleidescopes jane pleaded to see again oh to be dreaming in indigo where purples are vibrant, so loud, so deep dreaming in indigo
5.
The Darkness 05:32
there’s an awful sadness in my heart it’s a sadness that speaks, only to me it’s an evil sadness, it whispers to me all the time I can hear it, but I can’t make it go away there’s an opaque hollowness in my heart it’s a hollowness trapped inside my soul it is slowly eating at me make it go so I can have my life back you said you could take the pain away but you can’t no one can in this darkness I lie in this darkness I hide in this darkness I cry in this darkness I confide there’s an emptiness taking over my mind it’s an emptiness draining me it’s a blank emptiness shackling me find the key help me free me from myself you said you could take the pain away but you can’t no one can in this darkness I lie in this darkness I hide in this darkness I cry in this darkness I confide oh to see the painted sky at sundown with the same magnetic eyes I used to Oh to twirl carelessly Under the sky With the same capriciousness I used to is all I want in this darkness I lie in this darkness I hide in this darkness I cry in this darkness I confide
6.
Breathe In 03:52
moment. pause, breathe, sigh out. chasing rapture. fleeting hints of joy rapture. mirth that finds me now. morrow may be gone so I still eyes tight shut. Inhale all joy. to not forsake this beautiful beat in time in time. the hardest practice of all I’ve found. but each day I’m learning more and more and more to breathe in breathe in breathe in breathe in for the light fragile. specs of life gleam through glass so brightly and so proud. wanting, to be seen to be lived. so I surrender. eyes tight shut. Inhale all joy. to not forsake this beautiful beat in time in time. the hardest practice of all I’ve found. but each day I’m learning more and more and more to breathe in breathe in breathe in breathe in for the light moment. pause, breathe, sigh out. chasing rapture. fleeting hints of joy
7.
i sit and wait for you every day and night, I pray that you’ll come back and find your way to me and I know I treated you bad but baby, that’s all in the past and if you’d just let me love you darling I will do you right I think about the days our simple, happy days when we saw into each other’s eyes and love was all we knew but then we we fell apart and baby where did we go wrong but if you’d give us another chance I promise I’ll prove us right baby come home to me tonight I’ll never fail you again darling not in this life and in this big and lonely world I thank my lucky stars to have found you I feel so blessed and loved to have known you so come home, just come home come home to me tonight those days were long and cold ever since you went away and life became about waiting cause I never could live life without you and I know I broke your trust and gave you reasons to doubt but babe just put your faith back in us and I’ll never leave your side baby come home to me tonight I’ll never fail you again darling not in this life and in this big and lonely world I thank my lucky stars to have found you I feel so blessed and loved to have known you so come home, just come home come home to me tonight
8.
On To You 04:29
9.
Some Lovin' 05:27
baby, I got a broken heart can you help me heal it? I got a broken heart I just need some attention baby, I got a wilted soul can you help me revive it? i got a wilted soul I just need some affection they say that love is a dangerous thing so let's keep it simple let's not play with fire you gotta do what i want and don't ask any questions you gotta say what I like and treat me like I tell ya don't get any ideas 'bout being all cute and boyfriendy I just need some lovin' baby, i got a troubled mind can you help me clear it i got a troubled mind i just need some huggin' baby, i got those tired eyes can you help me wake them? I got those tired eyes I just need some kissin' they say that love is a dangerous thing so let's keep it simple let's not play with fire you gotta do what i want and don't ask any questions you gotta say what I like and treat me like I tell ya don't get any ideas 'bout being all cute and boyfriendy I just need some lovin'
10.
I will awake in the September morning rain and I will meet you by that willow tree you know I will wait there for you until you come and i will smile at the thought of you in my arms when we meet we'll have the sweetest kiss of all and we will talk and laugh like no time has passed at all the sun will rise and set and we won't even know and I will smile at the thought of you in my arms if only this dream could last forever i'd keep so cozy in my bed at night but soon i'll wake and you'll be leaving and i know that the day is here the time has come for us to go our separate ways but we will always have that willow tree you know and there beneath the shade i'll wait for our embrace and i will smile at the thought of you in my arms those warm brown eyes of yours are so familiar i could stay lost in them forever i trace the playful crinkles shining on your face and i will smile at the thought of you in my arms the clouds float in and place a silk veil on the sun and the sweet rain drops pitter patter above our heads and there we'll have a dance under the dewey rainfall and i will smile at the thought of you in my arms if only this dream could last forever i'd keep so cozy in my bed at night but soon i'll wake and you'll be leaving and i know that the day is here the time has come for us to go our separate ways but we will always have that willow tree you know and there beneath the shade i'll wait for our embrace and i will smile at the thought of you and I will smile at the thought of you and I will smile at the thought of you in my arms
11.
Dans Ma Rue 05:27
j'habite un coin du vieux Montmartre mon père rentre soûl tous les soirs et pour nous nourrir tous les quatre ma pauvre mére travaille au lavoir. moi j'suis malade, j'rêve à ma fenêtre me je regarde passer les gens d'ailleurs quand le jour vient à disparaître il y a des choses qui me font un peu peur dans ma rue il y a des gens qui s' prominent j'les entends chuchoter dans la nuit cuand je m'endors bercée par une rengaine j'suis soudain réveillée par des cris des coups d'sifflet, des pas qui traînent, qui vont et viennent puis le silence qui me fait froid dans tout le Coeur dans ma rue il y a des ombres qui s' prominent et je tremble et j'ai froid et j'ai peur mon père m'a dit un jour : "la fille, tu ne vas pas rester là sans fin t'es bonn' à rien, ça c'est d'famille faudrait voir à gagner ton pain les hommes te trouvent plutôt jolie tu n'auras qu'à sortir le soir il y'a bien des femmes qui gagnent leur vie en "s' ballant sur le trottoir" dans ma rue il y a des femmes qui s' prominent j'les entends fredonner dans la nuit quand je m'endors bercée par une rengaine j'suis soudain réveillée par des cris des coups d'sifflet, des pas qui traînent, qui vont et viennent puis le silence qui me fait froid dans tout le Coeur dans ma rue il y a des femmes qui s' prominent et je tremble et j'ai froid et j'ai peur et depuis des semaines et des semaines j'ai plus d' maison, j'ai plus d'argent j' sais pas comment les autres s'y prennent mais j'ai pas pu trouver d' client j'demande l'aumône aux gens qui passent un morceau d' pain, un peu d' chaleur j'ai pourtant pas beaucoup d'audace maintenant c'est moi qui leur fait peur dans ma rue tous les soirs je m' promène on m'entend sangloter dans la nuit quand le vent jette au ciel sa rengaine tout mon corps est glacé par la pluie mais je n' peux plus, j'attends sans cesse que le bon Dieu vienne pour m'inviter à me réchauffer tout près de Lui for dans ma rue il y a des anges qui m'emmènent pour toujours mon cauchemar est fini
12.
way back then when I was young a brown eyed girl with great big hopes i dreamed one day to catch the stars and never stop for less way back then when I was young a sweet shy girl with a toothy grin i dreamed a one day I would learn to fly and tip-toe on the air but now I'm older and life has met me worn and broken I rest my feet way back then when i was young a bold, brave girl brimming with curiosity i sensed there was an unseen grandeur in life larger than you and me but now i realize that life's not simple and i was foolish to dream so big maybe this is it and I'm so tired i can't be bothered to keep believing and go on dreaming but then you came by, and stirred that hunger reminded me, that I am always me I am always me way ahead lies a silhouette of a girl with those same brown eyes arms outstretched she'll catch the stars and never stop for less

about

Recorded at Dimension Sound Studios in Jamaica Plain, MA.
June 25-27

Recording and Mixing engineer: Joe Stewart
Mastering engineer: Mark Donahue
Produced and sung by Neha. All songs written by Neha except Dans Ma Rue (Edith Piaf)

Evan Allen: piano
Dorsey Bass: bass
Connor Baker: drums
Bobby Spellman: trumpet
Rachel Panitch: violin and background vocals
Katie Seiler: background vocals

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released January 21, 2014

Neha’s music has that nostalgic quality to it, one that will have you feeling like you’re sitting in a Parisian street café sipping a glass of champagne. Her arrangements are thoughtful and complex, and her sumptuous powerhouse of a voice will leave you awed at the 5’2 framed young Indian woman.

A gifted singer, composer & pianist, Neha’s style can be characterized as a smorgasbord of musical personalities. She cites influences such as Ella Fitzgerald, Miles Davis, Otis Redding, Donny Hathaway, Sam Cooke, Dinah Washington, and Carmen MacRae, to name a few. While definitely rooted in jazz, elements of folk, blues, pop and her mother's classical indian musical background also permeate.

A graduate of Northwestern University with a degree in Economics, Neha spent four years post-college working for the tech giant, Google, Inc in the Bay Area. She penned some of her first tracks from her cubicle, and spent much of her free time hitting the jam sessions and songwriting open mics in San Francisco before quitting to pursue her Masters degree at the prestigious New England Conservatory of Music.

Since graduating from NEC in May of 2012, Neha been actively engaged in the Boston performance scene, performing at prestigious venues like Scullers Jazz Club and Club Passim. In New York, her performance credits include headlining at the famous off-Broadway show "Sleep No More." Most recently, Neha came off a mini tour performing the world premiere of "Project Gilgamesh" in Cleveland, Ohio written by multi-talented contemporary violinist and composer Daniel Bernard Roumain.

"Music is as necessary to me as food or air" says the first generation Indian-American singer-songwriter. "Leaving the life I led in San Francisco [at Google] and starting all over was one of the hardest things I've ever done, but definitely the most gratifying as well. Everyone should have the chance to pursue what they've always envisioned for themselves."

Neha currently resides in Brooklyn, NY. She’s very excited to be releasing her debut album this December, “The Dreamer.”

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